In walks this woman
With her soul in her hands
A little bit of darkness
Her light shines
Essence of tragedy
Her soul beams
See her walk in
With her soul in her hands
There you find a woman
Made. Not Born
Birth cannot make this
Tragic Darkness shine
Her soul sings, divine
Her soul is terrifying
Her soul is alive
Tuesday, June 18, 2013
Monday, June 17, 2013
Human Heart
My human side is crying, tonight
I need to see my soul
Look deeply within my own eyes and see
All the lessons pertaining to me.
My soul is ancient
My heart is new
My spirit sings in breathlessness
My spirit sings to me
Comforts my aching humanity
How do I remember the dreams in my soul
How do I remember my place in life
How do I get past this mortal flesh and live, again
My Human side is crying, tonight
My Soul is holding onto me, tight
Ancient fire burning bright
Ancient answers living inside
Ancient, I am ancient
I am here for a purpose
For a message
And yet, I seek
A human who does not exist.
Oh, stay my heart from tears
Quiet my human burning
Quiet the story my flesh sings
Let me complete my purpose
The design I designed, just for me
My human side is crying, tonight
Monday, June 10, 2013
A couple of Visual Meditations
I enjoy meditation and seeking the inner realms. One night during a meditation, this is what I saw.
01/02/13
I saw a woman upon a dais. Wearing sky satin blue with the symbol of a left-sided crescent moon and a circle, between them.. two arrows. One pointing up and the other pointing down. Very similar to the symbol I use in my artist signature. CXO…only her way feels right and my way was not correct, it was close but now I know my sigil.
She had a baby. She was Royal
Dark hair and green eyes. She wore the crescent moon upon her forehead-a band around her head.
She was lovely and graceful and loved the child. The dais was opulent and luxurious.
A lion gave me my sword, from his mouth came my protection.
the sword was placed upon my hands
The lion spoke to me-of my protection, of my courage and of my valor
I saw smoke rolling and fire behind me, I was short and seeing through the eyes of a child, saved-the only survivor by a man and a woman in a carriage
I was told that I have always been alone
never feeling as tho I belong
I have sought the sigil of protection many times, I am a seeker and a finder.
I always find what I seek.
Even tho I am alone, I am not really alone, not ever because I always find what I need. In this, I am protected.
this evening of the third morning of the fourth, I seek my sigil, my protection, the meaning.
01/04/13
As I begin, I lie before me Rock of Earth, Crystal as water, Candle as fire and incense as air. Manuscripts of sigils and symbols, pen, pencil, journal of the angels, a wand and selenite. Including my hand written journal. Around my neck is my male/female athame set. To begin the circle, I will use a thin knitted scarf, woven by me, connected.
Within the knitted circle
Sit I
Strings woven
Interwoven Connecting all of life.
Air around me
Stir Round and round
Create a circle fair
Create a circle wide
Protect my thoughts
Protect my dreams
That I might see
A sigil about me
A sigil of my ancestry
Protection
Grounding
Inner Sight
Let this sigil be seen
So mote it be.
I was a bit trepidations as I began my journey.
Flickering candlelight ans sandalwood incense, no music, only my breath and the ringing sound of silence with a higher octave of intention. I could see the flickering light behind closed eyes and almost felt the light was an interruption. I saw myself waking into a meadow where my large oak tree lived and was my Asian bald man monk. in an orange robe, smiling at me and bidding me welcome. I had trouble staying there. yet, he was guiding me. I don't remember the worlds. flickering light and Adele's song "Rolling in the deep" kept playing in my head, then I went deeper within the higher octave ringing and my mind connected with greater expanse. Everything turned to liquid. Here, I was still hiding onto fear. Spider was there, leading me to connect mind to heart to greeter expanse. My heart beat with anticipation and fear of letting go. Spider said, you are holding tightly onto your fear. and I said, I know. And I yelled out my desires of all that I wanted and that I wasn't. Spider told my to trust. I said I would trust. Spider said let go of your protection and I let go. As I lied upon my bed, I gave myself to spider to lead me into the dream. Candles out, closed eyes and I could see her web. I could see her and her womb was painted with stars. She said come and I followed her into the dream. You don't have to be afraid. Do not use fear as your protection for it will bind your.
There are a couple of visual meditations… I have more written down… There are some cool lessons within the visions… they have deep meaning for me. Basically how and who I am is deeply interwoven in the visual meditations. Some may not fully "get" what I have written…and that is okay… The ones who will.. will.
01/02/13
I saw a woman upon a dais. Wearing sky satin blue with the symbol of a left-sided crescent moon and a circle, between them.. two arrows. One pointing up and the other pointing down. Very similar to the symbol I use in my artist signature. CXO…only her way feels right and my way was not correct, it was close but now I know my sigil.
She had a baby. She was Royal
Dark hair and green eyes. She wore the crescent moon upon her forehead-a band around her head.
She was lovely and graceful and loved the child. The dais was opulent and luxurious.
A lion gave me my sword, from his mouth came my protection.
the sword was placed upon my hands
The lion spoke to me-of my protection, of my courage and of my valor
I saw smoke rolling and fire behind me, I was short and seeing through the eyes of a child, saved-the only survivor by a man and a woman in a carriage
I was told that I have always been alone
never feeling as tho I belong
I have sought the sigil of protection many times, I am a seeker and a finder.
I always find what I seek.
Even tho I am alone, I am not really alone, not ever because I always find what I need. In this, I am protected.
this evening of the third morning of the fourth, I seek my sigil, my protection, the meaning.
01/04/13
As I begin, I lie before me Rock of Earth, Crystal as water, Candle as fire and incense as air. Manuscripts of sigils and symbols, pen, pencil, journal of the angels, a wand and selenite. Including my hand written journal. Around my neck is my male/female athame set. To begin the circle, I will use a thin knitted scarf, woven by me, connected.
Within the knitted circle
Sit I
Strings woven
Interwoven Connecting all of life.
Air around me
Stir Round and round
Create a circle fair
Create a circle wide
Protect my thoughts
Protect my dreams
That I might see
A sigil about me
A sigil of my ancestry
Protection
Grounding
Inner Sight
Let this sigil be seen
So mote it be.
I was a bit trepidations as I began my journey.
Flickering candlelight ans sandalwood incense, no music, only my breath and the ringing sound of silence with a higher octave of intention. I could see the flickering light behind closed eyes and almost felt the light was an interruption. I saw myself waking into a meadow where my large oak tree lived and was my Asian bald man monk. in an orange robe, smiling at me and bidding me welcome. I had trouble staying there. yet, he was guiding me. I don't remember the worlds. flickering light and Adele's song "Rolling in the deep" kept playing in my head, then I went deeper within the higher octave ringing and my mind connected with greater expanse. Everything turned to liquid. Here, I was still hiding onto fear. Spider was there, leading me to connect mind to heart to greeter expanse. My heart beat with anticipation and fear of letting go. Spider said, you are holding tightly onto your fear. and I said, I know. And I yelled out my desires of all that I wanted and that I wasn't. Spider told my to trust. I said I would trust. Spider said let go of your protection and I let go. As I lied upon my bed, I gave myself to spider to lead me into the dream. Candles out, closed eyes and I could see her web. I could see her and her womb was painted with stars. She said come and I followed her into the dream. You don't have to be afraid. Do not use fear as your protection for it will bind your.
There are a couple of visual meditations… I have more written down… There are some cool lessons within the visions… they have deep meaning for me. Basically how and who I am is deeply interwoven in the visual meditations. Some may not fully "get" what I have written…and that is okay… The ones who will.. will.
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