On Being Alone

Golden

Whether awake or asleep
I am unafraid to be the woman
I am
There is power and beauty
Sensitivity and grace
I am too much for mortal man
I seek a god as companion
Mere man cannot understand
The energy and power living and breathing
Coursing through my veins
I walk my days alone
There is no golden-hearted throne
No heir to my heart
No heir to my soul
No match to the love living within my soul
I am unafraid to know what I want
To understand what I seek
A golden heart, a golden soul
Emblazoned with passion
Emblazoned with power
I will know you
By the scent of your flower
The beauty of your soul
The strength of your mercy
Your golden hearted throne
Do not ask for my hand, mortal man
Do not ask to dance
For you see,
I am unafraid to be the woman
I am


I enjoy being single. Truth...Yes
I miss the intimacy of a loving relationship. Truth...Yes

I am comfortable in my skin.
I know who I am and what I want in life and in relationships.
There are lifestyles and people that I choose not to associate with because of their choices in life...
Yes, we all make mistakes. Truth...Yes
Yes, we all deserve forgivness. Truth...Yes

I do not choose to hang out with liars or abusers...
My choice...
My way of life and my being..
I make this choice, because I have had them in my life.
I have made excuses for them.
I have seen myself weak.

I am not weak.
Sometimes, there comes a time when you must learn how to be alone.
To learn how to love yourself.
To be comfortable in your own skin and to know that you are worthy...
Worthy of all your wants and desires in life.
I want to have a loving and committed relationship with my twin flame/soul mate...
I do not choose empty meaningless relationships just because I am alone...
Without love, I would rather be alone.
I will live my days in joy, knowing that I have not settled by choosing someone who does not complete me...
Sure, sometimes...I am lonely...Sometimes I want that companionship...
And then I remember, at what cost? What do I sacrafice in order to settle with a person who does not love me and I do not love in complete beauty...