SeParate from me

I watch myself. I see the world going by, tunrning and twisting. Like a deck of cards flipped out of my hands and falling, I watch each card. Some fall face-down, others fall face-up while most flip through the air doing crazy acrobats before drifting away....some are lost under furniture or stepped on by another person...there are many variables in life~so many things happen.

How do you choose to see your life?
How do you choose to be in this, your life?

I watch my life, I am an avid participant in what is happening around me. I see how I react and I create my reality by how I behave in relation to others...have I always made the right choice? Hah! No... I make mistakes, I decided to learn the lessons associated with my choices and create understanding...my understanding and how to be, my next go round...there is always a next go round...

Some days, I watch what is happening and wonder is it all real. Is this life I am living, real? Time passes by so quickly and my observance of time are simple reflections of memory that I have chosen to retain...

Sometimes, I am in this place, where I wait. Like a waiting room, only I am living out the days of my life. I know there is something coming. Something different. So, I watch my world spin on by, separate from me...