I said what I needed to say

My previous blog was about an ex boyfriend coming into town...Well, he came to town and visited me...
I heard the same story, how he loves me and there isn't anyone else...he has been on his own and not even dating.
Needless to say, I didn't believe him. I listened to his story and I let him hold me and caress me...it was nice...I hadn't been touched in a while.
The second day he was with me, he was sleeping on the couch; so I decided to take a look at his phone...keep in mind~this is the man who cheated on me and help ensure that my life was irrevokably changed~forever...
His phone had no contacts and was basically wiped except for the "sent" text messages. The first on, was to a person in the State that he came from to visit me...it said "I love you, I am coming home I want to make us work" and then there were two other texts sent to the same # expressing his love and devotion...funny, that is exactly the thing he did to me when he went out of town to work...and then he never came back...

So, I waited...I didn't say anything~I wasn't mad; just disappointed that he would have the gall to lie to me...still...

I drove him back to his brother's house and asked him...So, tell me about your girlfriend...
His response was Huh...I don't have a girlfriend...
I said, Yes you do...I checked your phone...I saw your sent text messages that said how you loved her and want to make things work...

He immediately started getting flustered...tried to convince me that she was a room-mate and that he cared for her...I just laughed...

I told him, I don't care if you have a girlfriend...We have not been together for a couple of years...have one, have two...do you think I have been sitting around waiting on you to come back? I've been dating and last year I had a really cool thing going on...and then I screwed it up because of my trust issues that I have because of our relationship.
If you are telling her that you love her and are coming home...then go home and love her...You cannot do anything for me...I cannot put myself through this again...

I told him, that I love him...I am not interested in being with him...
I have many options and I want to be happy!!!
The couple of days that he spent with me...I was not happy...I felt oppressed and nervous...
I don't want that feeling!