He calls me baby
He calls everybody baby
He says I love you
It is so good to hear your voice
What am I supposed to feel
Seriously, what am I supposed to feel
Baby, I love you
I didn't mean to hurt You
Who am I that men don't want to hurt
Who am I, really
You wonder why I have trust issues
You really wonder
Baby, Yeah...Baby
You call everyone baby
Who am I to believe the words
Any of the words that come out of your mouth
It's a lonely ole night
And I put my arms around myself
Everynight
It's a lonely ole night, baby...alright...
He says, your mad at me
I say, no...I am not mad
You HURT me
All you did was Hurt me...
I am bruised to the quick
And damaged to the world
You don't even know what you took from me
Baby...you don't even know
Hearing your voice
I don't know if I can hear your voice
You are the same as you ever was...
You are the same as you ever was...
Me, I am transcending this plane of existence
I am flying up high
Vibrations and Resonation
Leaving this world behind
Whatchu got for me
Got any of that good ole decency
Seriously, Whatchu got for me
I have to have integrity
I fell in love with an Angel
I fell in love with a Darling
I loved a man whose heart was true
And all I did was blame him for all that you do
Me, I am transcending this plane of existence
I am flying up high
Vibrations and Resonation
Leaving this world behind
What do I say to you
How am I expected to feel
What is the meaning of this song
What is the meaning of this song
Oh Baby...
Written June 7, 2010
After a phone call from the ex...I had to get the emotion out... One day, I would love to hear someone sing this...put music to it...
The awesome thing, is that....I can feel how I want to feel...express my emotion and walk on...
One day, I want what any other girl wants...someone true...yeah, a knight in shining armor... I don't need to be saved...I need to feel worthy of someone who is worthy of me...
I'm just a real girl with thoughts and feelings and a way of being....just exactly who I am...so, for now...I am just gonna keep improving who I am...cause the golden mister is just a smile away...
Learn from the past and head to the present...toward today...smile and know that beauty is zooming to you...sometimes it has to go around a few blocks...turn a couple of corners...open a few windows...and then BAM... there it is, the right thing...the rightness always happens...be patient...listen...feel your way out of the tangles...look ahead...there is a light!!
The phone call mentioned above...sometimes, I miss what could have been...and then I remember...that could have been never was...so why keep myself locked up in the memory of what never happened... I really like what Is happening now...I like the twists and turns my life is taking...so, I figure...enjoy the ride! Enjoy life... ;)
Your thoughts are just passing through my town and reviewing my life the same way. Your experience is unique and yet universal. It translates into solid information--the reminder to value oneself. You have indeed traversed the world, escaping your body to reach others' minds, like mine.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing your feelings and sharpening the picture of what will happen if I don't keep the door to my heart closed and locked, as I finally was able to do tonight.
Remember, do not lose the key...one day...a beautiful soul will come and reach inside...caress your heart with real and true love... Heal...remember...and move forward... Be open to all possibilities...life and love, is beautiful... Keeping a rational mind is just as important... :)
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