I am emotional.
I wonder, where is my person?
I reached out to the Light and asked.
I saw a most beautiful female, filled with radiant power mixed with compassion
She held her left hand to her midriff pointing down and her right hand above her head trickling light and comfort down to me…
This light and comfort fell upon my head and infused my core being.
I watched my heart being squeezed and scrubbed.
Cleansed and the old blood forced out to make room for the new.
I watched the light go through me and scrub where I am dark
Clean where I am fearful….
I asked again, why am I alone? Where is MY love?
She showed me a line of people who love me.
People whose lives I have touched and been an amazing part of…
They all love me and I love them.
The line was endless before me and beyond me.
I looked within myself, and considered love…
I don’t know…and that is all, I do not know.
I need the sunrise and the sunset.
The tender touch and the iron fist
I looked to her again and asked,
What did I ask for, in this life?
Did I ask for this?
To be a healer .. to be alone?
To love so many and be loved in return without having a connection?
and then, my client came out of my massage room and said to me.
My mom is dying of cancer and her time is close.
I needed this, today
This is nice, to receive and not have to give…
You have to be receiving from someone to be able to give so much…
Tears fell from my eyes. I am still crying.
I do not know how to be any other way.
I am compassionate
I give
I give
I give
I feel good about all I am
the answer, is no… I do not receive very often.
My source is the Highest source.. I go to the Light.
I go to my inner realm, to the place where time does not exist
and there, I seek my help.
There, I seek my soul…
I seek guidance and healing with the source of all connections
and there…in the inner realm, I am connected.
My life is beautiful thanks to you, Mein Helfer. Lord Jesus in my life as a candle light in the darkness. You showed me the meaning of faith with your words. I know that even when I cried all day thinking about how to recover, you were not sleeping, you were dear to me. I contacted the herbal center Dr Itua, who lived in West Africa. A friend of mine here in Hamburg is also from Africa. She told me about African herbs but I was nervous. I am very afraid when it comes to Africa because I heard many terrible things about them because of my Christianity. god for direction, take a bold step and get in touch with him in the email and then move to WhatsApp, he asked me if I can come for treatment or I want a delivery, I told him I wanted to know him I buy ticket in 2 ways to Africa To meet Dr. Itua, I went there and I was speechless from the people I saw there. Patent, sick people. Itua is a god sent to the world, I told my pastor about what I am doing, Pastor Bill Scheer. We have a real battle beautifully with Spirit and Flesh. Adoration that same night. He prayed for me and asked me to lead. I spent 2 weeks and 2 days in Africa at Dr Itua Herbal Home. After the treatment, he asked me to meet his nurse for the HIV test when I did it. It was negative, I asked my friend to take me to another nearby hospital when I arrived, it was negative. I was overwhite with the result, but happy inside of me. We went with Dr. Itua, I thank him but I explain that I do not have enough to show him my appreciation, that he understands my situation, but I promise that he will testify about his good work. Thank God for my dear friend, Emma, I know I could be reading this now, I want to thank you. And many thanks to Dr. Itua Herbal Center. He gave me his calendar that I put on my wall in my house. Dr. Itua can also cure the following diseases ... Cancer, HIV, Herpes, Hepatitis B, Inflammatory Liver, Diabetis, Fribroid, recover your ex. You can contact him by email or whatsapp, @ .. drituaherbalcenter@gmail.com, phone number .. + 2348149277967 .. He is a good doctor, talk to him kindly. I'm sure he will also listen to you.
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